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Created on 2005-10-04 02:42:36 (#8453855), last updated 2009-06-15
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| Name: | dee |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1988-09-20 |
| Location: | Jamaica, Puerto Rico, United States |
| Website: | jealousy we gotta swallow it. |
This journal was started in 2005 after I graduated from high school.
2005- Early 2008: Drugs, drinking, lies, depression, blame, bad relationships, bitterness, earthly desires, bad friendships, emptiness.
March 2008: I prayed for a change, and came to know who God was. I'm not religious, but Jesus is definitely walking with me in all aspects of my life. I'm learning how to change my life, and really be about something instead of nothing. I cannot tie myself to earthly things anymore because I realize how easily destructible they are. I realize that I am not perfect, and never will be, and will continue to make mistakes, but knowing that someone higher and greater than anything and anyone will still love and forgive me when the day is done keeps me going.
People really just want to be loved, and look for humans who will always make mistakes in loving you. No one is perfect but the One who created this. Lay your problems and your love at his feet and embrace the Word of God. It is a powerful and beautiful thing that will evoke change in any part of your life that you give Him.
If this isn't the type of journal you want to read, see ya!
"Blessed are the poor in spirit, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, For they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek, For they shall inherit the earth. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness. For they shall be filled. Blessed are the merciful For they shall obtain mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, For they shall see God. Blessed are the peacemakers, For they shall be called sons of God. Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake. For theirs is the kingdom of heaven." -Matthew 5: 3-10
2005- Early 2008: Drugs, drinking, lies, depression, blame, bad relationships, bitterness, earthly desires, bad friendships, emptiness.
March 2008: I prayed for a change, and came to know who God was. I'm not religious, but Jesus is definitely walking with me in all aspects of my life. I'm learning how to change my life, and really be about something instead of nothing. I cannot tie myself to earthly things anymore because I realize how easily destructible they are. I realize that I am not perfect, and never will be, and will continue to make mistakes, but knowing that someone higher and greater than anything and anyone will still love and forgive me when the day is done keeps me going.
People really just want to be loved, and look for humans who will always make mistakes in loving you. No one is perfect but the One who created this. Lay your problems and your love at his feet and embrace the Word of God. It is a powerful and beautiful thing that will evoke change in any part of your life that you give Him.
If this isn't the type of journal you want to read, see ya!
"Blessed are the poor in spirit, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, For they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek, For they shall inherit the earth. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness. For they shall be filled. Blessed are the merciful For they shall obtain mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, For they shall see God. Blessed are the peacemakers, For they shall be called sons of God. Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake. For theirs is the kingdom of heaven." -Matthew 5: 3-10
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afro, afrocentrism, being, black love, cooking, creating, discovering, eating, exercising, expressing, family, food network, friends, helping, jazz, learning, listening, loving, moccasins, mother earth, music, my bed, natural hair, nature, oldies, poetry, rain, reading, real love, real men, running, september, singing, spanish, the boondocks, underground hip hop, vegetarian, vino, winter, writing, you.
Schools:
Culver City High School - Culver City, CA (2001 - 2005)West Los Angeles Community College - Culver City, CA (2005 - 2007)
California State Polytechnic University - Pomona - Pomona, CA (2007 - present)
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